mindmosaic

PARAESTHESIA:

a tingling sensation

some things about me, Kiagen

-only two people in the whole world call me by my full name, and it makes my heart flutter when they do.

-only one person in the whole world calls me Key, and it makes my heart crinkle when they do.

-the love of my life will use them both, alternately.

-I love motifs.

-I am a hipster and hate that I am a hipster, which perpetuates more hipster.

-in the right light, my hair is red.

-it has never crossed my mind to be self conscious about my body.

-I never buy clothing. I inherit.

-rarely do I sleep. and when I do it involves a complicated system of reading at least one Pablo Neruda poem and listening to Naked As We Came.

-I consistently crave cuddling, Mario Kart, the Oregon coast, foggy forest lined windy roads, recklessness, dirty chai, and feeling infinite.

-those dearest to me have a nasty habit of moving oceans away.

-never will I have heart disease because a)I don’t eat meat b)I don’t believe in guilt and c)I adore hiking and biking.

-I am going to revive journalism.

-my idea of a gorgeous man is reverse of most.

-my life 6 months ago baffles me now.

-my worst fears are pregnancy, becoming my mother, and snakes.

-I have wild impulses to steal.

-I wish my voice always sounded like gravel.

-I do not consider myself a ‘fun’ person.

-obsessively, I write things down.

-I find people unreasonably beautiful.

-theatre is something I am certain needed to enter my life. and it did. at the precisely the right time.

-it’s too cute when I say ‘fuck’ to be effective.

-writing lists is one of my favourite activities.

adventures in solitude

Balancing on
One wounded wing
Circling the edge
Of the neverending
The best of the vanished marvels have gathered inside your door

-New Pornographers

why are other people’s showers always better and/or more hot than mine? injustice.